Expressing feelings

One of the few old lines that I had written. Its about the various ways through which we express our feelings (भावना)..

काही मना-ह्रुद्यातिल भावना,
खरच असतात किती सुन्दर।
त्या सगळ्या व्यक्त करण,
होता कधी कधी थोडा अवघड।

काही काहींना चांगलच जमत,
असेल ते बोलून टाकना सगळ।
काही माज्ह्यासार्ख्यांच मात्र अस्त,
या बाबतीत जरा, थोड वेग्ळ।

कधी मनातील विचार व्यक्त करायला,
शब्द पलुन जातात, याच काय बर रहस्य??
मात्र त्यावेळी येत, या विचारांच्या रुपात,
माज्ह्या चेहर्यावर, एक वेगलच स्मितहास्य।

लोक मला ते पाहून खुपदा विचारतात,
कारण नसताना का हसतोय, असा वेड्यासारखा।
त्यांना काय सांगाव, मोजक्या जवलच्यानाच कल्त,
ते हास्य अस्त माज्ह्या मनाचा आरसा।

मौनात अस्त माज्ह्या इत्क काही,
त्यात्ल लोकांना किती अस्त ठाउक, किती नाही,
शब्दांना खूप किम्मत असते, अस लोक म्हणतात,
पण त्या मौनाच मूल्य मोजता येणार नाही।

मौनाचाच घ्यावा लागत नाही मला नेहमी सहारा,
शब्दांचा फूटतो कधी एकदम भरारा।
ह्रुदयात भावना दाटून येतात जेव्हा,
स्पर्शाने सजवतो मी त्यांचा फुलारा।

कुणाचे सांत्वन करताना, समजावताना,
ते योग्य शब्द तोंडातून बाहेर पडतच नाहीत,
खूपदा प्रयत्न केलाय, तरी पण,
स्पर्शाविना त्या भावना पोहोचवता येतच नाहीत।

हास्या-स्पर्शा सारखीच असते,
डोळ्यांची भाषा जरा वेग्लीच थोड़ी।
नजरेला नजर भिडली की सुटतात,
मनातल्या भावनांची अनेक कोडी।

म्हणतात ना, ही भाषा असते थेट हृदयाची,
सग्ल्यान्नाच समजेल अशी ही गोष्ट नाही।
ह्रदय तोंडाला जेव्हा अबोल करते,
हे बोलके डोळे सांगून जातात मला खूप काही।

शेवटी साध्य होत ते काय,
होते भावनांची देवाण-घेवाण मना-हृदयान मधे।
सरळ साध्या शब्दात बोलण्यापेक्षा,
काही वेग्लीच मजा असते, त्या अशा व्यक्त करन्यामधे।

A new beginning..

Feels so good to be writing again.. Again a big break, no post for 6 months.. But this time, it wasnt laziness, nor the pressure of studies or anything. It was something really different that I experienced. The last 6 months have been something, I wont ever forget. It was a period which opened my eyes to a whole new 'me'. A 'me' who really was 'me' and not pretending to be someone else. Yes, they were an eye-opener, hard to take in but feels good that they happened to me..

Apart from that abstract stuff that I have written, lots of other things were on card..
Firstly, I am finally an ENGINEER!! This break was basically the last semester of my engineering.. And boy, it really was happening to say the least.. The B.E project, one of the most awesome experiences that I would ever have. It was more of coz of my project partners and the fun we had together rather than the technical work and the prizes..
Also, had to go through a tough final exam with 7 papers, but then have the confidence of clearing them all. So, to say, all is well that ends well.
Had my birthday on the 18th of this month, and turned out to be the best birthday till now. Was in line for a big surprise party organized by mi little sis Avanti. She had called all my friends from school, class, college. Had an awesome birthday night.
Also, my MS application decisions season ended (finally) and it indeed was one loooong wait. All only coz I was waiting for my desired university 'Georgia Tech' for 7 months! And there it came, on the night after I was done with my birthday before I went to sleep, a Reject!
So, my destination: University of California, Irvine (UCI). I really am looking forward to it. :)

Hope to chip in with some posts in the coming weeks which came across my mind in this period, but couldn't pen down in the blog.